This is the next on my list! I’m going to make more of an effort for you guys now! I need some time for the things I love too, right? :D
PELT ME WITH YOUR PEANUTS EVERYONE! I FREAKING DESERVE IT! I’m so sorry for disappearing on you all like that! i didn’t want to, but university started up again and it’s been super busy here and I’m legit so sorry! So I’ve stayed up late to write this for you guys because I promised you an Angst and I never break my promises! Also, I found it kind of hard to write one with Lay just because I can’t see him being the type to yell like crazy when he’s mad. Anyways, this goes out to the Anon who wanted a Lay Angst! I hope you like it! :D
You felt a sigh escape your lips as you saw him walk into the apartment. Just like everyday like clockwork he would come home, headphones plunged into his ears, sunglasses covering his tired eyes and he would go straight into your bedroom. He would first peel off his clothes that he had been wearing for the day before going into the shower, he would emerge fully clean and grab something quick to eat before going to sleep – the cycle would be repeated the next day.
“Let’s live together, he said. We’ll see each other more, he said.” You scoffed at the very idea of spending time with your boyfriend. The two of you had been living together for the past few months and at first it worked out great.
Everyday was a little different. Some days he would come in with a big smile and he would spoil you rotten that night or maybe you felt like making a special dinner for the two of you. Other days he would come home upset because of his day, but that didn’t bother you – everyone has their off days.
But when the two of you began to get comfortable everything began to change. The atmosphere in the small space changed dramatically. A routine was set in stone and nothing was going to break it, but it was testing your patience and you didn’t know what to do anymore. It was eating you up inside, but you didn’t feel like you could tell him.
You didn’t realize Yixing had been standing at the opposite end of the couch for the past few minutes. You were so caught up in your thoughts that you had broken your nightly routine without even realizing it.
“Is something bothering you?” He asked. You had looked at him for the first time that night. It had felt like this was the first time you were properly seeing him for the first time in weeks.
“No.” You answered.
“Are you sure? It looks like something’s bothering you.” He stated. You looked away from him and continued to look at the TV in front of you. You didn’t know what you were watching at that point. You felt the other side of the couch shift as Yixing sat down beside you. “You can tell me, you know?” At that you scoffed.
“I’m surprised you even noticed.” Your words came out like ice as you continued to stare at the random program in front of you.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” You bit your tongue. Should you tell him how you felt? Should you keep it all in? You didn’t know what to do at that moment. “___.” Your eyes peeled themselves away form the screen to look at your boyfriend. He stared at you with a hard gaze. You sighed before turning yourself on the couch, so you could face him.
“It’s just that…we haven’t had a proper conversation in weeks.”
“That’s why we moved in together.” He blurted out. You rolled your eyes at his statement.
“And look how well that’s turned out, Yixing.”
“When was the last time you sat down to talk with me? When was the last time we talked about our day?”
“We’ve just been busy-“
“It’s passed being ‘busy’ a long time ago.” You said in disbelief. “I don’t even know what you’ve been doing at the studio these past few weeks. Do you even know what I’ve been doing at work? Do you even care?”
“Of course I care!”
“Really because you don’t seem to put any effort in trying to figure it out.”
“I told you-“
“You’ve been busy! That excuse will only works a few times.”
“It’s not an excuse.”
“It is! You’re using it to justify yourself!” Your voice began to raise as you continued to look at him. It didn’t seem to click into his head what he was doing and he wasn’t making any effort in trying to fix the problem.
“You just don’t understand!”
“Then tell me! Talk to me, Yixing!” You yelled. You just wanted him to talk to you. That’s all you’ve ever wanted.
“I’m trying to!”
“No, you’re not! You just keep telling me that you’re busy, but I’m busy too, but I’ve tried to make an effort with you – with us!”
“Are you saying I don’t care about this relationship?” He yelled out of astonishment.
“Yes! That’s exactly what I’m saying because that’s how I feel!” You yelled back.
“I do so much for us!”
“Like what? We don’t go out for dates any more, we don’t have dinner together, we don’t even go to bed at the same time anymore, we don’t even talk to each other anymore! So explain to me how you’ve been helping out this relationship?” He just stared at you. Yixing was never the kind of person to raise his voice to anyone. He was a quiet person and when he got upset he always made sure he didn’t let his temper get the better of him. It wasn’t in his nature, but you saw how much your words had hurt him.
“I want to spend time with you.” He said.
“Then why don’t you? Huh? Do the others do this too?”
“Tell me, Yixing! Talk to me!”
“I just want to sleep!” He yelled at the top of his lungs. You looked at him with a confused face before a soft one finally settled into your features. “I go into the studio and do everything they want and I feel like they drain all my energy and I just want to come home and sleep, but I’ve been neglecting you and I didn’t even realize it.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because, honestly, I forgot. I love you so much, but I’m not even thinking straight anymore and because of that I completely forgot to tell you. I just assumed that you would know.” You moved closer to him on the couch and reached out to touch his hand.
“I’m not a mind reader. You have to tell me these kinds of things or I’m never going to know.” You explained to him.
“I know, but I’m just not properly thinking anymore and I’m sorry for that.” You placed your other hand on his cheek and allowed your thumb to rub his soft skin.
“It’s okay. You need to tell me these kinds of things though or I won’t understand. The only way for this relationship to work is there to be communication.” You leaned forward and gently pressed you lips against his. “Shall we make a promise to talk to each other again about our days and how we’re feeling?”
“I think so.” You stuck out your pinkie for him to wrap his around yours.
“Now come on, let’s go to bed, together.” You said as you stood up form the couch and gave him your hand. Yixing took your hand and the two of you walked to your bedroom to finally fall asleep together.
You guys want an angst? Well you got it!
THIS WILL BE UP WITHIN IN THE NEXT 24 HOURS! I FUCKING PROMISE! <3
- Admin J
I will get on it since I finally have some free time!
OMG UNI HAS BEEN CRAZY FOR SOME REASON! But I finally have some time to breathe…for a bit! So i’ll write you guys an angst this weekend!
KEEP A LOOK OUT!
IT’S TIME TO PARTY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
And basically a ton of my friends when it hit 12 this morning with their texts and calls and running into my room:
Anyways, it’s my birthday, so….
Tehe…Gonna go get up to some mischief for my whole day now ^_^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! WOO~
This goes out to the Anon who wanted a G-Dragon smut! This isn’t one of my best smuts and I’m sorry for that…I need to get back into the smut writing. I know that I disappeared, but i moved back for uni and i was running all the frosh week events, but now everything has settled down and i can write again! (And my birthday is tomorrow…September 9th…just telling you guys…) I hope you like it! :D
Warning: Sexual Content
Jiyong’s hand slightly raised. His soft flesh pressed itself against his lips as he stared at the love of his life walk down the runway. You looked stunning in your dress and he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you. Even as you turned around and gave your signature wink he had to bite down on his lower lip. You were teasing him without even realizing it and Jiyong couldn’t wait until after the show.
“What’s wrong?” Your boyfriend was acting weird ever since you got into his car to drive home. He barely said two words and now he just sat in complete silence. “Did something happen?” He continued to sit in the drivers seat in silence, so you decided not to push him. He would tell you in his own time.
When the two of your arrived home you followed him to the front door of your apartment. He opened up the door and allowed you to walk in. You turned around when you heard the sound of the door close, but Jiyong’s lips came crashing down on yours. You took a few steps back and leaned up against the wall as his hands wrapped themselves around your waist and pulled you closer. Your arms wrapped around his neck as you deepened the kiss.
You felt his nimble fingers wander the sides of your body. One of his hands reached under your dress and up your thigh. His lips detached themselves form yours as he began to kiss up and down the side of your neck. You felt him suck and nibble on certain spots and that made the slightest moan escape your lips.
The feeling of his index finger entered you made you move your hips slightly. He continued to leave pepper kisses up and down your neck as his finger began to slowly go faster and faster. You moaned a little louder now as your hips began to move in sync with his finger.
When the feeling of a second finger entered you you bit down on your lower lip and moved your hips more. Your boyfriends other hand began to remove the straps of your dress, so he could kiss your collarbone and the top of your breasts. One of your hands moved down to his crotch and you began to rub the bulge that was prominent through his jeans.
You felt him move your bra slightly, so his mouth made contact with your nub. He began to suck and lick your skin and you continued to moan out of pleasure. Your hands began to undo the buttons on his shirt, so you could feel his soft skin against yours.
As he pulled his mouth away form your breasts and his fingers out of you he smiled as you and placed a kiss on your lips.
“I’m not done with you yet.” He mumbled. Without warning he led you to the couch that sat in your family room and lied you down. With the look of hunger in his eyes he began to undo his pants and took off his shirt. You fumbled with your dress, but once you lifted it above your head and threw it off to the side he took his position above you. As he grabbed a condom from one of the drawers in the coffee table he slipped it on his member before entering you.
Moans escaped your lips as he began to pound himself inside of you. Your hands reached up and wrapped themselves around his torso. His lips were pressed against yours and one of his hands were messaging your breasts as he continued to push himself deeper and deeper inside of you.
As he whispered dirty words into you ear you began to feel the familiar not in the pit of your stomach. Once he moved his hand from your breasts and towards your clit you knew that it wouldn’t be long until you climaxed. As he began to rub your clit you felt your walls clench and release your familiar climax. As you rode out your high you heard Jiyong groan as he had reached his before he collapsed on top of you. The two of you lied there in silence for a few minutes as you both began to catch your breaths.
“Where did that come from?” You questioned.
“I blame the dress.” He mumbled against your skin.
So basically let me tell you all my feels during this MV!
When I first clicked on it:
The second the music started:
As soon as Rap Monster started rapping…like a FUCKING BEAST YO!
When Kookie started rapping:
To when Jimin tied into the chorus with the Kookie monster:
To J-Hopes rap:
To the Suga in my tea rapping:
AND MY OVERALL FEELING FOR THE WHOLE SONG *drum rolls*:
……..So what did you guys think?
(And yes, the new fic will be up soon! i’ve been busy working…like a boss!)